Lust and Love
so i've figured out why i can't get him off my mind and can't get him out of my heart. i realized that he was my first "real" love. and according to a few people "first loves NEVER die". i guess this is proving to be true; as much as i hate the thought it's true. i thought my first love was mike whom i dated when i was thirteen or something. but
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I think that it's good that you considered adoption a positive thing. It is. It still is. But I've heard of some people that felt like something was missing and when they met their real parents everything felt right. If you were to connect with your real 'rents maybe it would work or maybe it wouldn't but I think accepting that you long for your parents is a real thing.
What you're feeling is real and totally valid. Just because at birth you were taken away doesn't mean that you still might have an underlying connection to your real mother or father.
Whether or not you are able to contact your real parents or not, just accepting that you feel abandoned by them is important.
I love you, and I know you'll do you're best to understand everything. You're a really strong person.
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