Nothing Hurts More Than A Smile
Title: Nothing Hurts More Than a Smile
Rating: PG-13
Pairing/Focus: Jonghyun/Onew and side! Minho/Onew
Summary: It hurts Jonghyun to see Onew’s smile
A/n: Failed angst...
He strolled slowly back to his so called home, his heavy step showed how unwillingly he wants to be at home. He looked up at the gray empyrean. After his dad remarried, he grew to hate this family more and more. No words could describe his hatred. He inserts the keys into the door lock and unlocked the door.
He braved himself for the oncoming non-stop nagging from his so called mom.
“Where the fuck have you been? Don’t you know what time is it now?” Onew rolled his eyes and ignored the woman’s words. He stood still choose not to utter a single word.
“Since you reach home only at this time, don’t bother coming down for dinner. Now march to your room.”
“Yes umma.” Before he could even walk up to his room, someone has reached home later than him… It was that woman’s child.
“Oh, you’re back son.” Onew mentally sniggered at that woman’s action, how ironic it was. How her fucking attitude changed when she saw his precious son. It only shows how cruel the world is.
“I’m tired, umma. I’ll take a bath.” When Minho saw his mom disappearing into the kitchen, he dragged Jinki along with him. Jinki never tried resisting because he knew it’s just wasting his own energy. He slammed the shorter boy on the bathroom wall.
“Cooperate with me and I’ll help you to get your dinner.” Minho was always like that, whenever he helps Onew, he would want something in exchanged… Most of the time, he just want Onew’s body to satisfy his growing needs. Minho doesn’t wait for Onew to even agree, he has already started to pull the shorter boy’s shirt.
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He shut himself from the outside world, before he falls flat on the floor feeling exhausted from the bathroom activity. Tears never stops flowing down his face…
Why was his life in such a mess? His dad never believed his words, his step mom scream and shout at him and Minho only uses his body as a tool. It all started after his mom’s death. She was a kind woman, why did the death god wants to take her away? Maybe his mom was too beautiful, that’s why the devil took her as wife in hell…
All this thinking was just his simple imagination.
But about earning himself a one way ticket to hell was something that Onew was determined to get it.
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He reaches school, a place where he has to fake that dubu smile. Every of his friend always thought he has a blissful family despite the fact his dad remarried. All because of the happy smile that covers his painful expression, no one knows his pain… Only him…
He stood at the roof top, allowed the wind to calm his soul as he prepared himself of another smiling day. He never knew he could fake a smile for such a long period of time… A pair of warm hands warped around the taller boy’s waist.
“Jinki…” Jonghyun whispered his lover’s name softly into his ears. Jinki only returned him with that fake smile.
“Hey Jonghyun!” Onew pry his hands away, bracing himself a little before turning to look at his boyfriend with that smile. Without a moment of hesitation, Jonghyun pulled the collar of Onew shirt down. He stared at the new hickery on his lover’s body. He careless softly on the wound…
“Jonghyun,” Onew knew he was caught, but how did Jonghyun knows when Minho had sex with him? Every single time, he never fails to know… Jonghyun pulled Onew for a tight hug.
“Jinki, you don’t have to smile,” he muttered as he rubbed softly on Jinki’s back. “You don’t have to act strong in front of me.”
“Jonghyun, I’m not…” Onew tried to hold back those tears that were threatening to fall.
“It hurts Jinki… It hurts a lot to see you smile…”
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Sorry, failed angst
Rating: PG-13
Pairing/Focus: Jonghyun/Onew and side! Minho/Onew
Summary: It hurts Jonghyun to see Onew’s smile
A/n: Failed angst...
He strolled slowly back to his so called home, his heavy step showed how unwillingly he wants to be at home. He looked up at the gray empyrean. After his dad remarried, he grew to hate this family more and more. No words could describe his hatred. He inserts the keys into the door lock and unlocked the door.
He braved himself for the oncoming non-stop nagging from his so called mom.
“Where the fuck have you been? Don’t you know what time is it now?” Onew rolled his eyes and ignored the woman’s words. He stood still choose not to utter a single word.
“Since you reach home only at this time, don’t bother coming down for dinner. Now march to your room.”
“Yes umma.” Before he could even walk up to his room, someone has reached home later than him… It was that woman’s child.
“Oh, you’re back son.” Onew mentally sniggered at that woman’s action, how ironic it was. How her fucking attitude changed when she saw his precious son. It only shows how cruel the world is.
“I’m tired, umma. I’ll take a bath.” When Minho saw his mom disappearing into the kitchen, he dragged Jinki along with him. Jinki never tried resisting because he knew it’s just wasting his own energy. He slammed the shorter boy on the bathroom wall.
“Cooperate with me and I’ll help you to get your dinner.” Minho was always like that, whenever he helps Onew, he would want something in exchanged… Most of the time, he just want Onew’s body to satisfy his growing needs. Minho doesn’t wait for Onew to even agree, he has already started to pull the shorter boy’s shirt.
------
He shut himself from the outside world, before he falls flat on the floor feeling exhausted from the bathroom activity. Tears never stops flowing down his face…
Why was his life in such a mess? His dad never believed his words, his step mom scream and shout at him and Minho only uses his body as a tool. It all started after his mom’s death. She was a kind woman, why did the death god wants to take her away? Maybe his mom was too beautiful, that’s why the devil took her as wife in hell…
All this thinking was just his simple imagination.
But about earning himself a one way ticket to hell was something that Onew was determined to get it.
------
He reaches school, a place where he has to fake that dubu smile. Every of his friend always thought he has a blissful family despite the fact his dad remarried. All because of the happy smile that covers his painful expression, no one knows his pain… Only him…
He stood at the roof top, allowed the wind to calm his soul as he prepared himself of another smiling day. He never knew he could fake a smile for such a long period of time… A pair of warm hands warped around the taller boy’s waist.
“Jinki…” Jonghyun whispered his lover’s name softly into his ears. Jinki only returned him with that fake smile.
“Hey Jonghyun!” Onew pry his hands away, bracing himself a little before turning to look at his boyfriend with that smile. Without a moment of hesitation, Jonghyun pulled the collar of Onew shirt down. He stared at the new hickery on his lover’s body. He careless softly on the wound…
“Jonghyun,” Onew knew he was caught, but how did Jonghyun knows when Minho had sex with him? Every single time, he never fails to know… Jonghyun pulled Onew for a tight hug.
“Jinki, you don’t have to smile,” he muttered as he rubbed softly on Jinki’s back. “You don’t have to act strong in front of me.”
“Jonghyun, I’m not…” Onew tried to hold back those tears that were threatening to fall.
“It hurts Jinki… It hurts a lot to see you smile…”
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Sorry, failed angst