I'm so sick of this shit.

[blackpuddle]

I'm sick of being stabbed in the back, used, or abused every single fucking time I turn around. I'm sick of "friends" fucking me over. I'm sick of people using me, I"m sick of people throwing me to the side. I'm sick of life throwing me curves every time I turn around. I just want to have it easy for once, even if it's just for a fucking day.

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[crystalviolet35]

*hugs*

Oh no, what happened? You want to talk sometime?

[blackpuddle]

*hugs back* thanks

Yeah, when I see you online next I'll IM you. I've been on invisible lately because of creepy person that won't leave me alone. You might know him, tons of people call him Zippy. But that's a story to tell you on IM. :)

[crystalviolet35]

Zippy?! Oh no! Yeah, he's cool and all, but has a hard time taking a hint...:-/

Okay, IM me the next time. *hug*

[blackpuddle]

He has a very hard time taking a hint. The boy's made me so uncomfortable that I've almost wound up on Ed's lap a few times.

[drakonlily]

*hugs* :( I'm sorry. *hugs again* If I can do anything for you, let me know ok? You still have medicine and stuff right?

[blackpuddle]

*hugs tons* I've still got some, once asthma season wound down i saved it for allergy season. :) Thanks.