Comments | blackraveness: "But everything was perfect from far away..."

blackraveness

"But everything was perfect from far away..."

Oct 14, 2005 18:23

Today has been a BEAUTIFUL day. Although I may have failed my Government test -- it doesn't change my day and how it went. My lunch was infinitely made better when my big sister came over and hugged me, telling me she loved me. Small act of kindness. Small expression of love. But it made a BIG difference on my day. I think letting someone ( Read more... )

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crescen_wings October 14 2005, 23:34:14 UTC

I suppose we are the opposite on Moulin Rouge. As I get older I get more and more skeptical of their love in the movie.

blackraveness October 15 2005, 00:04:34 UTC

*snuggle* S'okay. You'll find love. ^_^ It doesn't have to be intimate love like theirs. You can relish in the love of your closest friends. *smooch*

crescen_wings October 15 2005, 04:26:13 UTC

I wasn't being cynical or anything, but I believe that the love in Moulin Rouge was actually lust, the same as the "love" in Romeo and Juliet.

blackraveness October 15 2005, 11:10:31 UTC

:-P Yeah, it probably was lust -- but it's the thought that counts. ^_~ Lol.

miniji October 15 2005, 03:01:26 UTC

I am happy for you that you have found such peace in yourself ^_^ It is a bit abrupt for me to witness...it's being a bit difficult for me to comprehend a Cynthia who vanishes into thin air while I'm worried sick about her perhaps trying to commit suicide again or having something horribly wrong with her constant migranes, and then a Cynthia who has reached a stretch of firm ground and inner peace just...return. I am somewhat confused, but I am happy for you. *hugs*

I am also at a stage of more inner peace than I used to be. However, we are different...I have reached love, while you have not quite yet, and my life is not currently at peace, while yours seems to be. However, I am glad for the growth that we have both experienced in our lives since we last talked a year ago *smiles*

blackraveness October 15 2005, 11:17:09 UTC

*Snuggle* S'okay. Sometimes I have a hard time taking it in myself -- just how much I've changed and then coming back to the "world" that I got so caught up in. But, I'm stronger than I was before. While I was in New York I learned something about myself -- and how I perceived the world. I received so much love and support -- that is the greatest gift you can give to any one. ...Your friendship.

I'm glad you found that stage of love. ^_____^ I bet it is an amazing experience, huh? I'm excited for when I find that love. X3 Of course -- I'm not always at peace... *kicks stupid tests* but, I'm happier. We're all a little happier. Fweee. *snuggle* I better go -- got to take the PSATs this morning. Urk. @_@