F*U*C*K

[blackros3]

This was a random curse entry, i no longer feel that way....and sorry to all the people i hurt, i was in a lot of pain i guess i just wanted to hurt others, god im a screw up...sorry again, if that helps....

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[darkcherriez]

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[darkcherriez]

if i were you, i'd delete this.

[blackros3]

well your not me.....and i am REALLY hurt by the buffet thing....

[darkcherriez]

you can still come if you want. i dont mind, neither do the rest of us by much. just watch what you say when you say it or it'll bite you in the ass later. im not thinking about the past right now, and i dont wanna return to it. im not saying anything about it. you can talk about the bad moments in the past, but im not gonna think about iot. its been dealt with and bullshit, and im not gonna let i bother me. just so you know.

david has been the 3rd person today asking if we're talking. people can see it. ari and the others too. they're not stupid. we have to talk about stuff later.

and yesterday hurt me. i never thought you'd get angry enough to stump to a low level and write that in my LJ, change the password to OUR account, and call me a self-pitying bitch and bring other people into this. i dont want my trust to waver with you at all. but yesterday really brought that down. make sure it never happens again. please? =(

--*dee

[blackros3]

yea i said im sorry, and i know everyone is pissed off at me so im just gonna back off ok? and if u dont trust me anymore then fine...i dont know what else to do...

and u cant even BEGIN to imagine what anger had to be coursing through my brains to let alone even CONSIDER doing that to your LJ and actually doing it, cuz u know im not like that...you KNOW and i KNOW you know....but whatever...maybe im wrong...