>Looks to Apple Juice suddenly realizing it's there< See...You get me. >drinks< To bad your guts taste like apples!

>Closes eyes and puts head back< There is nothing.

Air Show yesterday. It was fun. I love planes and shit. Except the real big slow ones. Shit! I cant remember the name but its like a flying whale and Im always waiting for them to just fall BOOM! to the ground. I got a wicked ass sun burn to! And it hurts. Nose is peeling already! AHH! But w/e. Hung out wiht JL, Binchie and Sky there. Saw some ( Read more... )

Random question...

>How would you all feel if I got the surgery? I think I want to be a boy. I mean yeah I'd be a flaymboyant boy. Probably a gay or bi one at best. But I think I want to be a boy. Dose that make me a freak? I honstly don't know, but I think that if past lives exist I was an extremely flaymboyant boy. I dont know. What do you all ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder...What it would be like. To get revenge. To pay all the little fuckers back who pissed me off. All of you assholes who ever made me feel like I was nothing. Wouldnt it be nice.

I also wonder what it would be like if April's hoe ass didnt FUCK UP my journal. Lol

ali is a skank ass hoe ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think that...People need to be pushed. I think you have to smack them in the face a few times over before they wake up. Or the see "the light." Im so happy that you did. I'm so happy that waht I had to say helpped you. I didnt think what I had to say would help you. I didnt think you cared what I had to say. But it did. It sunk in. And ( Read more... )

Ok! No! I changed my mind! (Damn Bi-polar) But I'm NOT sorry for acting the way I have been! I refuse to be sorry! Fuck that! I was saying I was sorry to please people. But I'm done with that. Because I may be stressed as all hell, but at least I have a passion for something. I pitty anybody who has never loved something so much that they are ( Read more... )

This just in:

• Alyssa is the biggest bitch in the FUCKING world.
• Alyssa is to strict.
• Alyssa has no sence of humor.
• Alyssa has a stick up her ass.
• Alyssa needs to be shot.

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You know what hurts?

>To want all of it. Everything it could have been, should have been, and would have been. And to not want a single thing to do with any of it.<

How long untill it's all over? The best years of our lives? Heh. Yeah. Then I hope I die before I turn 20.