I caught fire (in your eyes)

[blackrose_04]

My drama free world is still pretty much...drama free. But romantic situations are arising again and to be perfectly honest. I'm sort of scared shitless. When ever someone starts to like me or I somewhat start to like them in return I seem to have this habit where I pull away. It frustrates me. A lot.

I get back into this sort of vulnerable state.

Comments

[garillama]

I know this is probably the opposite advice of what everyone else will give you, but as an oh-so-mature 20 year old (hah), just take it easy. Flirting is fun, and if going farther than that doesn't feel right, then maybe it isn't right. You're young, you have plenty of time to get into relationships and such. Right now you're in high school, and maybe you'll have more fun if you can just hang out with your friends, and flirt with whoever you want, and go on adventures, and all that jazz. Don't jump in to something just for the sake of being in a relationship, especially if you're not ready for that right now.

That said, if it's holding you back from going out with people that you're really interested in, that's something you ought to think about. But there's nothing at all wrong with being single :)

[midnight_mase]

Amen, sistah.

[blackrose_04]

:) great advice. thanks.

[actingblood15]

Exactly what I was thinking.

I think that an outlet for emotions like writing poem an darawing and painting and such would be great for you. I'm sure it would be great for me too. In theory it's great for everyone to get those kind of emotions out and let them be expressed. <3's