When My Light Went Out

[blackrosemoth]

Lately I have been trying to get to the bottom of my lack of emotions. Now this lack of emotions is new, and different from how I have always been. And to further complicate things, i am not thoroughly devoid of all feeling. I just dont feel very much very strongly. I barely hurt, barely miss, but most troublingly of all I don't seem to feel guilt

Comments

[doe_witch]

I would certainly not describe you as a sociopath either. It sounds like you're struggling with something that isn't properly how I've felt lately, but that maybe shares some overlap. Often the crux I return to in my mental health struggles is that I have hit some psychic point where a lot of things that used to be important feel useless to me and I want to walk away from all of them. I don't know if this really resonates; but either way, I am always happy to listen.

[blackrosemoth]

Yes that is at least in part what i am struggling with. Since writing this i have been making an active effort to feel and embrace any twinge of feeling that comes my way. I think i need to let myself feel negative things above all. We can definitely chat in pm about it if you like.