Goodbye Ohio

Forever a toy, never the girl thatll br loved ( Read more... )

Hello journal.

Life has really turned around for the better and I cannot be more happy. I've started seeing my friend, Mike. He's such a sweetheart and has such a kind heart.

I go back to work on the 16th. Hopefully, I stay stressfree.

I feel happy. 🥰

Not doing well in my head. Thats the post. Thats all.

Fuck.

honestly don't even know what the point is anymore. we wake up, go to work just to pay bills to maybe do something fun on days off? what is the fucking point?! I have nothing to work towards. goals... ok, then what? I make that goal and I'm magically fucking happy? I have no one to share anything with! I have no one to spend holidays with... I don' ( Read more... )

honestly at this point I do not care what happens. I'm allowing the universe to take control. I'm not going to fight anything anymore.

Jeep is trying to put me on disability, cool. 3 days of full harassment and being screamed at bc I'm faking, ok... I think I've taken the more than recommended dose of meds each day since starting back, especially ( Read more... )

I think I'm starting to feel happy again. I'm loving myself. I'm stressed asf, unsure how the fuck Imma do a lot of shit, but it's gonna work. It's all gonna be good, it will work itself out. I'm positive it will, I know it will.

I've been talking to someone and he's amazing. I really like him and I sincerely hope  my husband finally found me.

https://open.spotify.com/track/77e1d8pVDGq0z9Vl6NGPwS?si=DlsBhPiuRryw997-d8wfiw

Every day seems to unfold like a cherished fairytale, with each chapter bringing new wonders and joys. It's remarkable how a simple twist of fate, like my ex embarking on that unforgettable vacation, has transformed my year for the better. Embracing the single life has gifted me with unforeseen opportunities, allowing me to revel in the freedom and ( Read more... )

I'm going to be married 2024. I'm going to be so happy and sexy asf in my black dress. My rings are going to be goooooorg!!! my husband is going to adore me. He's going to cry watching to walk towards him down the aisle, I'm going to dance my way to him toooooo fucking happy!

i cannot wait, i'm happy dancing already!