i am to weak to be your cure.

[blackrosetears]

" If I could I would shrink myself
Sink through your skin to your blood cells,
Remove whatever makes you hurt
But I am too weak to be your cure."
i never wanted my sisters to see or deal with anything that could hurt or scar them. i wanted them to grow up happy and loved. and i think for the most part, they have had that.. but lately my mom, who is

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[anonymous]

Your mother’s dilemma is not your burden. That may sound selfish but its something that she has to resolve herself. You can emotionally support her by listening to her when she needs it, but don’t allow yourself to be drawn into a situation where the outcome has already been predetermined by her past with your stepdad. Your presence or lack of it will not change their immediate future. Your main concern should be your siblings. Offering them your love and emotional support will go a long way toward preparing them for an unfavorable resolution to your mom and stepdad’s actualized difference of opinions. If you’re able to, phone your sisters a few times a week (speak to them personally and not your mom), reassure them and basically let them know that you’re there for them, even if it isn’t in person. Allow them the luxury of calling you whenever they feel the need, this will provide some much needed security in the development of their lives at a time when they’ll need it more than any other time in their past. This is probably the best