June Gloom

[blackrozes]

I'm starting to think that it's me...see my "friends" have this habit of being so incredibly nice to me and talkin to me a lot, like normal friends do. They have this habit of just being...well, really good friends and good people to be around. But then they randomly get either mean, distant, cruel, nonsupportive/nonunderstanding and are people I

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[rid3thespiral]

didn't know you felt that way.. i guess i'm one of those crappy peers? kinda sucks but if it's how you feel than i don't think that i can do anything bout it unfortunately. i don't think allyse did anything so hopefully you didn't mean for her to be a "crappy peer" cus she read this too :(

Duude no!!!

[blackrozes]

No no no no no! No no no, it's not you, I would have talked to you about it. There are just some girls here that get really selfish and I didn't realize they were that way -I'm not like condemning them, if that's how they are, it's just who they are and nothing I should have gotten mad about, just a surprise - but you aren't like that dude I mean there have been times when we haven't talked and times when I thought you hated me but not anything like what I was talking about there. These other kids completely don't talk to me AT ALL unless they have a problem, and it's crappy, but it's definitely not you. :( I apologize times a million if it came across that it was you or Allyse, it's definitely not you've both supported me through my crappy times and for that I'm always thankful.

Re: Duude no!!!

[rid3thespiral]

omg.. thank god. we thought you didn't like us or somethin. and sorry if i was distant for awhile and you thought i hated you, i promise i didn't! this sounds like a stupid excuse but i went through this REALLY bad depression the last months of school and i needed time off from EVERYBODY, you can ask anyone i know and they'll tell you that i was unhappy and kept myself isolated. but even so, i'm sorry i wasn't there for you as much as i could have been, i'm glad we started talking again. :)

Re: Duude no!!!

[blackrozes]

Dude it's totally okay you were dealing with a lot of crap at that point, but I'm really really glad you weren't mad or hating me or anything that's a very good thing!! No, no I love you and allyse too no matter what, even if we all go through crap and more crap and more and MORE crap, because you are my friend and a good person, and...okay Lana is having a sappy moment where she doesn't know what to say besides ((hug)). BTW we need to go to the beach and in five weeks we need to go bikini shopping!! (I'm starting a new diet, if it works we're heading towards VS!)

Re: :P

[blackrozes]

Haha - well, everyone gets their emo days right? Haha, it's funny, cuz I wasn't even mad or sad when I wrote that, I was justhonestly thinking of reasons why a lot of people tend to stop talking to me. I figure if the numbes are that big, it's GOT to be a problem with me, so I was just examining, that's all.

[mikeisbatman]

youll never be on my crap list or anything, youre my friend for life

[blackrozes]

That's why I say I love you forever and mean it :) But it's good to know you love me too! I feel like watching "love actually" again...good movie...okay I'll see you around lovely xoxo