Broken Dreams
Hmmmm how sad. Life in general..just it seems to give u happyness in small doses and then just HIT you with the bad and its not a small dose allways seems to be a big dose.
I really wish i could just talk to ash and just.. yeh. u no wat i mean..I really want to no what shes thinking..
Damn it, i miss her so much..I keep dreaming about her and it makes it worse.Like i cant get away from my thoughts neway possible.I think about her all day and i just really cant think without her.:(
I really thought we were invincible.
I had all this stuff planed for valentines day aswell.
But thats beside the point..
I miss her..Its hard...
I had a chat to steve ( sisters Fionce') however u spell that.
and that really helped me.Like i just listened to his past experiences and often when u listen to people past experiences it helps.
Steve sed aslong as i dont hurt MYSELF then thats ok..ill be fine.
Does going to jail classed as hurting myself???
Apart from what will hapen to me when im in there.
I just really cant get her out of my head. She walked past me at lunch when i was talking to norman, i kinda just turnt my head slightly and looked at her and i was so close to crying..it sucks..
Crying dosent seem to help. Talking does tho i just dont want to talk?? if that makes sence...