Title:Broken (oneshot)
Author:
blacksoul12012Pairings:Sihan, broken Sihanchul
Genre:Angst
Word count:369
Disclaimer:If I owned them, be sure I wouldn't write fanfiction ^^
A/N:This story just came into my mind when I woke up one day. It's short but I hope you enjoy it!
and still all you can do is to try.'> „Siwon?“
You hear nothing but your steady breathing and you sigh and you plea.
„Please...“
You hear light footsteps, whispered Chinese and you think you hear a kiss and maybe, just maybe your heart broke a little bit.
„What do you want Heechul?“
His voice is cold. So full of indifference where it was once so full of love.
„Listen. It's late and we have a lot to do tomorrow. We'll talk when we get back home.“
And that's it. He doesn't hear your sobs and your wish.
„Please love me.“
Shaking you put the phone aside. When did it go wrong? You never believed in broken hearts, but now you can hear yours breaking, just like a mirror. Like a fool you try to gather the pieces, cold mixed with your warm blood. Your mind tells you it's over, but all you can hear are your cries, all you can feel is the pain and all you can do is to try.
Soon you see them together. Coming home. Those gentle touches, those sweet whispered words, you cannot understand but still feel, the light in their eyes, brighter than anything you've ever seen before. All this tells you it's over and still all you can do is to try.
You always pushed away any thought of your love not being strong enough, of inequality, of break. When someone told you you cannot have a relationship with two persons at the same time you just smiled, knowing you had it. You were the soothing for his hidden tears, you were the princess for the prince. You dreamed of a life together, happy with a bright sky and colorful flowers. You were flying up in the sky, two wings showing you the world and everything beyond the world. You need them both, the soft voice, like music to your ears, knowing your weakness and erasing your fears and the strong shoulder, you always lean on, giving you the power to do anything you want.
You always thought, you are the glue to hold them together, the three of you. But now you realize that maybe, maybe they have been the glue to hold you together.