sooooo....im kinda bored. im suposed to be at some family thing as we speak, but i think they forgot about me. cause im sitting in my room and no one has called or showed up to pick me up, its been an hour...maybe i should call them, we will see. last night was fun, got drunk made new friends, and chuck went and got dunks for us this morning. i ( Read more... )

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this weekend was good besides the fact that i got like no sleep. thursday night me and maura hung out with gary and some other kid...i got shit faced and got back to my room at 5 then slept through both my classes friday. friday night at 12:30 kelley leanne and ash finally showed up and we got stoned. kelley almost killed us and a picnic table full ( Read more... )

im starting my new diet now....sugar free jello and salad...mmmm. fuck this school and boys and bitchy girls.

im hoping that today isnt a forshadowing of how the rest of my break will be, cause i might as well just end my life now. i'm really bored/lonely/sad right now. and they fact that i cant stop thinking about things and people and the current situations getting in the way of my happiness, that i caused, isnt helping. i hate how nothing is easy or ( Read more... )

i just finished my last test before break. now im just sitting around waiting for my mom 3 hours until home! and i get to go test drive cars. im in a ridiculously good mood, its kinda insane, im not really sure what to do about it. i hope i get to see everyone i want over break, thats really all i have to say.

have a nice day.

i hate how they never have good healthy food at philbrook, i'm trying to go on a diet and i do really well, but a girl can only eat so much salad. so i ate some mac and cheese tonight :( good grief. i have a plan though a secret one, and i'm not telling any of you. HA ( Read more... )

it's impossible for me to hate certain people. i tried really hard and just couldn't do it.

im bored, i have to go to work in like 15 minutes, it is going to suck alot. i think im getting sick again, fucking weak immune system ( Read more... )

soo i've had time to think about it, and i'm just genuinly hurt. i don't even know what to think gaahhhhh. i've just been so upset about not being in close contact with alot of people since i've been to school, i don't even care now. this is the first time i've been so mad and not bitched someone out, because i don't even want to hear what you have ( Read more... )