so this weekend was a success i would say. friday night neighbor called me which was random, but me him mike conolly and leanne hung out then gary came and we smoked, it was fun. then saturday i saw my sister kick some ass in basketball. later that night me and kate went to the cape, ash was having a party at her house it was a great time, i was ( Read more... )

so i've been waking up really late lately. i dont know what my issue is, but i have been the most unproductive person this vacation. i need to get a life, thats my goal. i'm cleaning my room, so thats something, soon i will be able to walk in here. i kinda want to go back to school, just so i have something to do with my life besides watching ( Read more... )

i have had the same hour long lecture from my mother everyday since i have been home...and i have a feeling im gonna have to listen to her bitching again tonight. god damnit. its nice being home minus the whole family thing. everyone cries and needs to talk about everything jesus christ i wish they would at least try to be normal. depressing people ( Read more... )

old habits are really hard to break, and that sucks ( Read more... )

i hate being older and just realizing things that you were oblivious to when you were younger. like there are so many more responsibilities (why does that word look so long), i just want to be young and naive again. and i hate watching the people you love being hurt and knowing that you cant help, i wish everything was normal again ( Read more... )

i had to get a shot today...and it still hurts and i think i have a fever now. if i'm sick for christmas i'll be pissed. i just downloaded the whole david gray cd and i absolutly love it. i'm very cold and my throat hurts. i shall go eat a popcicle and get a blanket and slippers ( Read more... )

i am updating my journal AGAIN for lack of anything better to do. i've done pretty much nothing the past two days...i need to go out tonight. im so bored, even watching friends gets kinda old (i know its hard to believe.) i need a car or boyfriend or job or all three. just something to entertain me. blahhhh.

today is the fourth day i will be celebrating my birthday, i love it. wednesday was my unh party, thursday i went to the mall with e and kate then out with kel ash and chris, last night was dinner with my mom and sis then remi's with the girls and today i'm going to lunch with my dad ( Read more... )

why do i always go for guys that are unavailable...there are two i can think of right now and let me tell you it sucks BIG TIME! im such a fool, thats all there is too it. im getting really tired all of a sudden. but tonight was fun, me brit and mary got drunk and stupid. i need to study for my final in the morning thoug, im an asshole. i think ( Read more... )

so i just had the most dramatic 16 seconds of my entire life. i'm so mad and frustrated right now, i don't know what to do. i thought i liked someone but i dont see how i can any more. this is strange...i just had the widest range of emotions in all of about 10 min. i think i may have killed some brain cells in the process...awesome. BOYS SUCK! ( Read more... )