April Fool's Day

Apr 01, 2005 07:52

It's April Fool's Day today and I am the fool. How stupid I was to put my trust into someone again, to think for one second that this hell I have been living everyday would actually let go. I just hope he makes the right choice; he deserves to be happy, more than anyone else I know. We could be so happy together. Something like this just makes one ( Read more... )

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hey beanie m0j0jojo87 April 1 2005, 05:45:35 UTC
Hey Bean

Well im sry to hear this...
and you know what u are no fool, if ne one here is a fool its me...and you know that one is true.... and to quote someting jeff once told me

" you're young you have you're whole life ahead of you, you will find someone, but for now have fun!"

i think however there might have been a few parts in there about how im a dumbass lol but that was the important parts of it....and he is right we are young so dont let boys or ne thing get in our way and look for the silver lining....and if you dont...im just gunna have to come up, over, down, whichever way it is , to slap you and make u snap outta it and just start living.

and i know you're still going through a tough time but, you shouldn't feel as though you're a fool,

so hun
chin up

Lots of LOVe
Hugs and Kisses
your very own dumbass, stupid fuck
Joshua

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twentysporks April 1 2005, 08:57:29 UTC
If anyone is a fool in this situation it isn't you. Wrong choices have been made all round by each and every person associated with this debacle. But when it comes down to it the only constant through it all is ME. If anyone is to be pointed at and hold all the blame it is me. If my head wasn't such a labarinth of bad choices and mistakes perhaps I could have prevented this from happening. I do not want to hurt anyone in this situation. I got myself in a terrible situation and really I shouldn't have the love and emotion from either one of you. And sorry to "play that card" but it is true. You both talk about all the bad some eachother has done. Take a look at me, If I wasn't such the screw up this wouldnt have happened. So please, be strong. You do mean the world to me Dana and maybe in time you can understand my decision. I'll be here for you, like always, for you to talk.

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touchingherface April 1 2005, 14:21:03 UTC
you are not a fool for trusting someone. you are human. trust happens. I love you, darling eric.

**hugs and other sweet things**

love ali po

p.s. if this has anything to do with that boy i know and you know, than i will hit him for you, if you want.

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