I honestly have no idea how I'm feeling. I think I've decided that it's less painful to just ignore it until I get used to it. Over break, I had the best time I've had in a while because I got to see everyone, and he decided to wait to tell me anything until I got back. He claims that the reason he did it was because he really needs someone to physically be there for him, and I can't do that. I agree that it would be better if we weren't so far away, but now I don't have anyone. He at least has his friends to be there, and he'll probably get a new girlfriend in a few weeks, but I'm probably just going to be alone. It sounds pessimistic, but pessimists are never disappointed, and I really don't need that. I don't think it's really fair for him to be with someone else instead of me just because they live closer, even if he likes me more. But he's probably over it already. And I only said that I didn't want to talk to anyone because I didn't want people going "omg, are you okay?", but they did it anyway, so thanks for respecting
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