A lot to think on

[blackxbluexstar]

I am not sure how i feel about all of it. Any of it. My latest coffee talk didnt seem to make things clearer. Just bigger. There is deception in the bigger picture. My mind is teaming with poison. It is affecting my judgment. My desires. My thoughts

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[pryvtedncr]

I am learning... slowly... that we are the victims of our own diseases. We have a lot more power over what we allow to affect us. This is a gross over-generalization, but at its core, it's the truth: we can control what we do and we can control how much we let other people affect us.

Quiet the voices in your head. They are the voices of distrust, irrationality; they are the voices of the insane. As you've said before, you're too smart for this. You are far too smart to let yourself fall victim to all the contradictory feelings you feel. Sometimes -- and I think this is one of those times -- things are only as difficult as we choose to make them.

Don't like the pedestal? Lose the noose and get off, my dear. We like you better on the ground, anyway. And remember, pedestals are just the new gallows: we only put people on them before we hang them.

Your mind is like a horse. Without blinders and reins, it will run wild. But with an experienced rider in the saddle, we can jump the hurdles or win the race.

Talk to you soon. =)