we won our game yesterday. 12-8. yeah, that's how we do.

"NO APACHES DROWN, NO APACHES DROWN!"

hopefully there will be more wins to come. there are a lot of awesome girls on my team and i love every one of them. we work hard and get what we deserve...

wow, i have been completley miserable latley with late practices, waking up too early and i have just been so sick. my nose is freaking stuffy, my head hurts and my muscles ache and my voice sounds like a 10 year old boy going through puberty. and for the best news of all, I HAVE A TOURNAMENT ON DEC. 3RD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!... ( Read more... )

VR last night was pretty sweet. just hung out with friends, ate food. it was fun. me and cailin were supposed to bring microwave popcorn, but they had no microwave..which was very sad. but i'm over it. kell and i brough cupcakes with pilgrims and turkeys on top of them. that was the highlight of the night, hhaha just kidding but it was way up there ( Read more... )

This weekend has been really great so far. Wednesday was great, i thought it would be hell but in fact it was great. Kristen Kelly and i introduced ourselves to the pastor and we are going to start going to VR regularly. I feel like i can raelly connect with the words that are said there and the worship music as well. It's just a great feeling to ( Read more... )

that last entry was me being incredibly hostile and really harsh. i am OK NOW GUYS!!!!!! still mad, still hurt, but ok! i don't hate anyone and i never could. i just hate what people do to me and how i get taken advantage of a lot. i am not going to put up with it anymore.

whoa...im a crazy bitch.

i can't deal with this anymore. it's eating me from the inside and working it's way out. you need to get away and stay away. Every one is sick of it. sick of you.

as bad as yesterday could have been, i thank god for my friends who were there for me. I really would have been a mess if no one was there for me. i know i made a mistake, i just don't want peoples opinions to change of me. it was a stupid thing to do, i know. Anyways, today has been one of the most boring days of my life. sitting around doing ( Read more... )

today wasn't a bad day. me and a few of my friends decided to make it pajama and blankie day! that was pretty cool considering it was raining wwaaaayyy hard and me and emily had blankies!!! it was way cool. after school me kelly emily and jeff walked to kellys house in the rain. that was nice and relaxing. while i was walking i guess i had a lot to ( Read more... )

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im so lame and emo..