For the first time in forever, I feel pure, eternal joy :) I'm happy

I woke up, showered, and went to school. He came around, He got a hug even though He did what He did, would get a hug the next day if I did what He did? Probably not. First block, fire drill, stuff I didn't do, stuff I will do. Second block, bad test grade, took quiz, read. Third block, Test. Lunch, ate, spent most of my money, stupid. Forth block ( Read more... )

Today I woke up at 6:00, took a shower, and went to school. We hung out in the bandroom where Wiccan and Kim tried to hide from Heath, but alas, he found them. In first we took school pictures, I hope mine come out ok, I tried doing a smile that was more "me". Then we started reading a story. In second we watched boring-as-hell movies and I almost ( Read more... )

Tody I woke up at 6:00 and took a shower. Got to the band room and hung out with Kim, Trenden, Wiccan, and the rest of the guys. First block and we had to study pronouns of something, whatever. Second block we took an easy test, I think I got a 95 or somewhere around there on it. In third we did a packet thing then I read some out of my book. At ( Read more... )

Today I woke up at around 5:50, took a shower, and forgot to put on deodorant, stupid me, I'd pay for that throughout the rest of the day, lol. I got to school and Kim was in a bad mood, so, I gave her some space, lol. I gave my friends some of the brownies I made for a class project thing, but they sucked, my mom messed them up, Craig liked them, ( Read more... )

Before school I hung out with Kim, Steve, Britney, and the rest of the guys ( Read more... )

Hey, I'm back, we had fun at Ryan's, only five people showed up but it was enough, Me, Kim, Wiccan, Meatball, and Heather showed up, that's all :( Owell, we had fun, told the waitress it was Kim's birthday and got a free piece of cake, lol. Afterwards, me, Kim, and Heather went to Kim's house, and Wiccan and Meatball followed us, darn, lol. After ( Read more... )

So yea, ignore my last entry, it's not important, anywayz, today I'm going to Ryan's at 11:30 and we're all going in to eat at noon. Me, Kim, Wiccan, Meatball, Chad, Chris, Tabitha hopefully, and a bunch of other people are coming. It'll be fun, it should be, and afterwards I hope to go somewhere with a friend to buy her a birthday present. Ok, bye

I'm not happy, I'm miserable, everything you see or hear about me being happy is all fake, I want to die, the only person keeping me alive is Kim. I love her. It's not fair, things were so good, then, she happened. Now, I'm fucked.

So yea, yesterday was my birthday, but, it wasn't all that great, except when me, Kim, Trenden, and my mom went to eat at Ruby Tuesday's and then me and Trenden went to hang at Kim's house. At practice, was which incredibley fun, Stephen Barrett got the right idea and stayed the hell away from me, so, that's good.