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I think a girl was semi-flirting with me at McDonald's. o.o
I had a break at like 3pm, so I went outside for cancersticks of death, and this girl came up and asked if she could steal one. So I'm like "Go for it; I need a reason to buy some No. 9's." So she sat there smoking with me for a few minutes and then she says, "Can I see?" and nods at my wrist, where my XO tattoo is. So I held out my wrist and she grabbed my hand and looked at my (awesome) tattoo. Now, I know that's nothing, but it wasn't just like a hand-grab, it was like a hang-grab-hold thing. o_o She was like "Elliott was an amazing man, definitely." And I was like, "Oh my god, you actually know about Elliott Smith?!" And she said, "Yeah, my ex-girlfriend got me into him." And I was just kind of like, "*blink* *silence* *grin* That's great." And then she smiled and I was like "I have to go back to work, see ya." And she thanked me for the cigarette and I went inside and grinned like an idiot for a little while.
I'm almost 20 years old and I'm still so awkward when it comes to flirting with people, male OR female. ~_~
Not that it matters in this instance. I'll never see her again; she wasn't from town, was probably traveling or something.
Plus I really think Paul and I might have something. It's stupid of me to hope, and not the best idea to even consider a long-distance relationship because they're nothing but trouble, but I just have good feelings. x_x He called me on the phone a few days ago, and usually, there are awkward silences when I talk on the phone, just because I HATE talking on the phone. But there never are when I talk to him. There's always something to say for both of us, and I never want to hang up when he calls. He makes me laugh and I find myself smiling for no real reason but the fact that I'm talking to him, and that NEVER happens to me.
And now I feel kind of weird for being excited that a girl maybe kind of sort of flirted with me, and now I'm gushing over Paul. It's like I'm some sort of indecisive 14-year-old or something. D: Bleh. But I'm not really indecisive. o_O
That there was we would call indecisive. :P
But really. It's not like I know this girl. She could have just been really friendly. I have no feelings for her. I thought she was attractive, but I think a lot of people are attractive, even though I may have feelings for someone else, or even be in a relationship in past instances. o_O
I don't know. Paul's gonna be here in ONE WEEK. I'm so freaking excited, it's almost ridiculous.
I don't work tomorrow, but I have an interview at MC Sports in Plover at 3pm, which is exciting. I'd love to work in a sporting goods store, just because I love biking and camping and hiking and stuff. :D
I actually get a paycheck from McD's on the 5th of May. Ha. The pay period ends on the 31st of the month, so there'll be like 7 or 8 hours of pay on the check. After taxes, that'll be like 40-ish dollars, I think. YEAH MINIMUM WAGE! There's half a ticket paid off, bitchessss.
I had a Lean Pocket for dinner and now I feel like I'm going to keel over and DIE.
I had a break at like 3pm, so I went outside for cancersticks of death, and this girl came up and asked if she could steal one. So I'm like "Go for it; I need a reason to buy some No. 9's." So she sat there smoking with me for a few minutes and then she says, "Can I see?" and nods at my wrist, where my XO tattoo is. So I held out my wrist and she grabbed my hand and looked at my (awesome) tattoo. Now, I know that's nothing, but it wasn't just like a hand-grab, it was like a hang-grab-hold thing. o_o She was like "Elliott was an amazing man, definitely." And I was like, "Oh my god, you actually know about Elliott Smith?!" And she said, "Yeah, my ex-girlfriend got me into him." And I was just kind of like, "*blink* *silence* *grin* That's great." And then she smiled and I was like "I have to go back to work, see ya." And she thanked me for the cigarette and I went inside and grinned like an idiot for a little while.
I'm almost 20 years old and I'm still so awkward when it comes to flirting with people, male OR female. ~_~
Not that it matters in this instance. I'll never see her again; she wasn't from town, was probably traveling or something.
Plus I really think Paul and I might have something. It's stupid of me to hope, and not the best idea to even consider a long-distance relationship because they're nothing but trouble, but I just have good feelings. x_x He called me on the phone a few days ago, and usually, there are awkward silences when I talk on the phone, just because I HATE talking on the phone. But there never are when I talk to him. There's always something to say for both of us, and I never want to hang up when he calls. He makes me laugh and I find myself smiling for no real reason but the fact that I'm talking to him, and that NEVER happens to me.
And now I feel kind of weird for being excited that a girl maybe kind of sort of flirted with me, and now I'm gushing over Paul. It's like I'm some sort of indecisive 14-year-old or something. D: Bleh. But I'm not really indecisive. o_O
That there was we would call indecisive. :P
But really. It's not like I know this girl. She could have just been really friendly. I have no feelings for her. I thought she was attractive, but I think a lot of people are attractive, even though I may have feelings for someone else, or even be in a relationship in past instances. o_O
I don't know. Paul's gonna be here in ONE WEEK. I'm so freaking excited, it's almost ridiculous.
I don't work tomorrow, but I have an interview at MC Sports in Plover at 3pm, which is exciting. I'd love to work in a sporting goods store, just because I love biking and camping and hiking and stuff. :D
I actually get a paycheck from McD's on the 5th of May. Ha. The pay period ends on the 31st of the month, so there'll be like 7 or 8 hours of pay on the check. After taxes, that'll be like 40-ish dollars, I think. YEAH MINIMUM WAGE! There's half a ticket paid off, bitchessss.
I had a Lean Pocket for dinner and now I feel like I'm going to keel over and DIE.