i just downloaded total eclipse of the heart - this is a song which i hold very close to my chest - because it will always remind me of rachael. In fact i called her to tell her so. She will always hold a very special place in my heart, i like that.

i'm so proud of her

so yeah this post isn't for anything specific just memories

the passions that drive us should be ones we respect and admire to feel contempt for oens own ambitions is a vulger thing

"i'll forget my stomach if im hungry! shut off my want if im lonley! tear off my genitals if im aroused"

"you were born a feeling creature. there is no undoing of your learning. therefore....there is no choice"

thanks jonny

sat night i drank 4 the 1st time in 2 months i really drank - it was just me and a mate and botttle of red and a 6 pack of canadian club...

release yay i had good bye sandys toast! and he had a goodbye his girl toast

yeah it was fun............ and i was drunk

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ahhh emmet and travis's 21st on at same time

shame...

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This song reminds Zig of me............ i take it as a compliment! :) it happens to have been on repeat all day ( Read more... )

my last post on the 21st/5 has been reinforced due to words of encouragement from lots of people. Thank u again 2 everyone, thanks especially if u have shown me support without knowing why.

i am feeling confident about my ability to follow through