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So tonight while I was waling my dogs I ran into the standard bunch of homeless people. I sometimes give them a few bucks and on a few occasions I make them do things for the dough. I have made them promise that they will not buy drugs or alcohol with the money. I have made them promise that they will buy drugs and or alcohol wih the money. On this ( Read more... )

Super lazy Sunday. I should go visit my brother but when I went yesterday afternoon he was so out of it he was talking in his sleep and did not really know I was there. Perhaps I will got tomorrow after I get done with the buildings ( Read more... )

Have a good weekend everyone.

So I went to paragon sports today to spend some gift certificates that received. I found a great parking spot, all the stuff I wanted was 40% off and I even remembered to pick up dog food. Mer met me at the store after work and we hung out and then made our way home. When we walked in the door I knew something was up cause the dogs did not run over ( Read more... )

My brother is much better but there are still things going on there.

I had all these plans toget stuff done today but instead I did nothing and feel terrible about it.

I can still try and rescue a bit of the day but at this point I am finding it hard to find the motivation.

My brother is still in a coma. They are going to try and take him off the respirator tomorrow.

Things seem to be going in the right direction. Two days ago he was not breathing and his lungs, liver and Kidneys where shutting down.

I know he is in good hands so all I can do is to keep on keeping on.

Hope you have a good night.

Questions I was asked.

"How do you live a life?"

"As best you can."

"How do you take a life?"

"The same you live it!"

My question:
"How do you wake up the next morning?"

Answer:

"The same way you live your life."

Have you ever sat by the ocean and watched the waves break into the rising sun? The angle has to be just right and you know the whole time that the waves always roll with the dawn. But for that moment in time you are you. Free to feel the tingle of a new day and a fresh breeze. The waves break and they roll and they build and they break and they ( Read more... )

No comments please.
Sorry to say this and I hope and think that there are many of you out there who feel strains and tensions on the strings of my heart right now.

I just ask that you let this be what it is. No response is necessary. Your prayers are appreciated and I hope to see you again soon on and with a happier tone.