i am Anti-valentine! that all there is to it . byebye

so yesterday i drove my car to the limit it was so fun i made it drift and like my knees got shakey it been a long time since i had that scared feeling. tonight will be night two on that same feeling i love it .

HAPPY FREAKING NEW YEARS EVERYBODY

i just got kicked in the face emotionally!

damn im pissed that all.... fuck the one and only place that i go to get away from everything and the family of a certain someone shows up what the fuck is that ... this is the end! FFUCK

i woke up like at 5pm to find out joe strummer died and that i had a messed up headache .. i got to see the sun today once early in the morning and once in the afternoon. its has been over a week since i seen the sun. it has come to my attentions that me and the sun dont make such a good mix, my eyes begin to hurt and i get all sick and stuff. i ( Read more... )

i woke up like a hour ago to find out that my neck hurts my back is still sore and who know whats else is wrong. i need to sleep like normal people cause sleeping when the mornings news comes on is pretty weak now. if there is anything i want for christmas besides my ex i think it would be normal sleeping habits and some more boozee.... bye for

And when im lying in my bed i think about life and i think about death
and neither one particularly appeals to me
and if the day came when i felt a natural emotion
i'd get such a shock i'd probably lie down in the middle of the street and die!

i guess i have finally figured out that my addiction has taken me in many ways. im tired of having to put up with urges maybe one day they will just go away . i know its my fault sometimes, well most of the times . i just want to be a happy kid with no problem i hate being old , if things were different it might have a affect on me but as of this ( Read more... )

well i must be the luckiest person ever i get pulled over like damn near twice a month sometimes and most of the times i get let go . if thats not luck i dont know what the hell is and if it wasnt for the ticket i did get a while ago for my car i would have had my car taken away for the first time thanks ccalifornia highway patrol.... as for that ( Read more... )