as i was getting ready to leave the house last night,
blake looks at me and says...
be careful mom. don't forget to wear your seat belt and drive slow. i love you.
- is he not just like the sweetest little boy in the world???
*sigh*

you = liar
you = big liar
you = biggest effin liar ever

i wish beth was here.
i need a hug.
and words of encouragement.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

I am tired of trying.
Everything is about you. For you. Fuck you.
You took my love and friendship for granted. For years.
You didn't care enough. I cared too much.
It's my fault, really. For not stopping it long ago.

mom needs to file for divorce already.
before he takes more than he already has.
before sister effin kills the guy.
i wish i could forget.
him. you. some other people. most other people.
blake is the biggest story teller ever.
ask him about the time he left his screwdriver on the roof.
or ask him about our 2 pink turtles.
he'd be happy to tell you.

Sister is back in AZ for good.
I miss Beth (and Matt too... :P )
I've come to the conclusion (after all the doctor's conclusions)
That I am dying. Simple as that.

For Beth & Matt : 50 you hot

I miss Crystal and Beth.
2 of the bestest people ever...
So far away.

Sister is coming tonight.
The next 9 days will be the funnest ever.

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went to ryan tischler's birthday party tonight....
just another night at robin's apartment.

tried to call you again tonight, but some strange boy answered...
hmmm....

and you....
i just miss you.
(dont laugh mark)