Good lord.

[blakeypoo]

I have never been so ashamed of myself

Comments

[niloveubassline]

I'm sure that this long after you've posted this you see that I am not furious at you because of stupid shit, I'm just worried because of what you've been becoming. I love you Blake, you know that. I worry that the decisions you've been making have been destroying your friendships and most of all I worry that you're fucking your life up. If I didn't care about you I would just laugh it off when you are stoned all the time and don't get a job or do anything in school. I have grown up with you and you're my best friend, so I know you're better than that. You're smarter than me and I hate to see all of your potential go to waste over something as stupid as getting high or dropping out of school. I get on you because I know how great you are and I know that you can be doing so much with your life, and also, because I know how hard it is to get started when you think you have nothing to live for. In senior year of high school I was taking 2 remedial classes and weighed around 230. When I started caring about school and losing weight it

Well now that you changed the main post most of this is void...

[niloveubassline]

but I still love you and just know that people get on you because they care.

[robot_ninja]

hydrocodine? isnt that a pill maybe? i think i saw a stash in my parents room...one time i tried to smoke a pain killer on top of weed and it just tasted like shit. its cool to chill and smoke and drink..just dont let it take over your life, boo. i know youre a fucking genius...if you let yourself...you could rule the school. Class sucks..especially when the professor is a cunt but you have to force yourself through that shit ...ive come close to dropping out several times and if i can stick with it...i know you can.. youre honestly one of the brightest people i know...stop giving yourself less credit than you deserve. my problem is i lack social skills and self expression to anyone o ther than myself...if i were better at this you could see the flame that burns in me when i think of you..and not in a creepy way. i love you blake. i care about you more than you would ever imagine. just thinking of you brings a huge smile to my face. you are amazing ..please dont forget this.

[blakeypoo]

I love you Kristin.

[unlit]

Please don't think about suicide ever again, it's an insult to your intelligence. I've always known that you were too smart too waste your obviously enormous potential. I love you, and I hope you seriously do change your lifestyle because you owe it to yourself. I know you know this, and it seems like mentally you are on the right track, but then again that's what I thought when I read your second-to-last LJ post. If I can help in any way, if you need anything, don't hesitate to ask.

[blakeypoo]

I love you too Stephen.

[mere_a_gogo]

Blake, I know we haven't spoken in a few months, but as i have been reading your recent entries, i have become more upset at how you veiw things and where your life is headed. I miss talking to you and I'm going to miss seeing you around milledgeville. I will try to come see you in athens as much as you want, any time.

also, I really do think you are cute. there is some lucky girl out there waiting to be snapped up by you. things will get better my friend.

[blakeypoo]

awww, thank you very much cap'n Mere

[i_am_the_wilrus]

you have my love and complete understanding.