entering a new era of my life...i'm beginning to understand myself...finally..but still there's so much confusion...do i let go? or do i keep trying? i wana pursue but maybe i shouldn't...i don't know...what do i do here? this is a fatal attraction...

come back to lj ( Read more... )

til i leave next week (although i'm going to miss him so much) but i still can't wait...and i can't wait for April 12 or April 28 and i most definitely cannot wait for May 19...

i hope every one else had i good valentine's day...i knew there was a reason why i dreaded this "holiday" since birth...

so i was kinda upset today because we made plans to see each other and he broke them but he called and he commenced to pouring his heart out to me...it was so beautiful...i'm so happy i'm in love with him...wow...the whole thing was a shocker...i wish i could've recorded the conversation...it's almost impossible to recapitulate even a snippet of it ( Read more... )