im talking to rudie rite now and its all good lol nah its kool well im home alone and im bored lol hmmm ahahahahah im bored lol hello ppl hello lol well bye lol

hmmm well im back and im tired i had this like wicked dream and it was like weird! but arent they all? well whoa i just thought of something the 4th of july thing is coming up! last year my neighbor and i lit the trash can of fire, it was sooo awesome!!!! until the fire wouldnt go out...but thats another story.lol the trip coming back felt like it ( Read more... )

well right now im kool just at home watching south park!! lol i love this episode!!lol!! i also canr wait till this weekend i get to go run in san antonio!! i hope i kick ass!! i hope!!lol "i thoguht this was america?"lol i love this episode!lol well im gonna go watch it all and eat ice cream!mmmmmm ice cream!!lol! i wonder what rudys doing right ( Read more... )

i cant sleep and im bored!! all they are showing are music videos which is kool except they keep showing that stupid beverly hills video!!! ahhh its driving me krazy!!! ever channel dudes its like ahh!!!Its like one channel it will be like "beverly" and when i switch it to the next its on "hills" ahh its driving by head in like the wall!!ahh if ( Read more... )

well right now im freaking out!!i have alot of things on my mind !! Mostly rudy of course but the track meet this week as well! i relly dont want to lose!it would like suck! i only have what 3 days to practice?!?!?!aHHHHH not kool!!! i just have to calm down i guess some how i dont know!lol what also rocks is the sPuRs won!!! dang and was it close ( Read more... )

omg im soo flippin tired!!! never been so tired in my lifE i think!! well the track meet went awesomely well today and i qualifed!!! YEA!!! i get to go to san antonio!! its good and its bad!! good because im good at running and bad becuz well i leave rudy... bum-mer!! like seriously!i hope i manage!but i lol i slept for the longest time well ( Read more... )

well right now im bored and well bored. theres nuthin much going on and i cant wait till saturday! i also am kinda mad at one of my friends but ill have to figure out what to do about that laterz... they probably hate me right now... well i dunno. well im going to go do something i dont know what that might be but im pretty bored right now so

well today rocked like hardcore cause i got to go to rudys house which was totally awesome!! wel wait technically it would be yesterday since it is 236 but oh well im not sure what to put it at. soo nuthin much has happend besides that awesomeness day and i have a track meet on saturday which well i think im ready for .......well at least i hope! ( Read more... )

i just want to die. i just wish i could go somewhere far away.so far away where no one could find me , to where if i did kill myself no one would know... i feel so much pain , its in me so deep and has completely sufficated me to where i cant breathe anymore... i want to go away... i hurt two people oh wait now three.. im real sorry you guys u all ( Read more... )