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Mar 22, 2004 19:17

I feel like complete and utter shit. Not that i dont deserve life; more like life, and the world itself, shouldnt have me in it. I cant believe what's happening right now. Such bad timing, such bad experiences one after the other, such... a horrible feeling. Its all beating me lower and lower into the ground. I've never felt this hurt in my life... ( Read more... )

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toiletbowles March 22 2004, 17:45:18 UTC
dude bro, i know you need some cheering up. you've always been there for me in the past and even right now while you yourself are hurting, so i figured the least i can do is be there for you too. i wish i knew what to say but i dont. but trust me bro, i know EXACTLY how you feel and ive felt it for some time now. it hurts so much and i know how much pain youre in. if i could change all this, id do it in a heartbeat; and not just because of me, but because of you. i know what it feels like to hurt and i dont want to see other people have to feel it too. god, its not freakin supposed to happen like this, its not! >:O i swear, this is not right, none of this is right in any sense of the word. im just in shock, i cant even believe this is happening. wow i cant say that enough. i wish so bad i could make you feel better, so bad. but theres nothing i can do. its beyond my control and i hate that more than anything. i hate everything about this situation and i know you do too. im sorry bro. i love you, you know that and we're gonna get ( ... )

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anonymous March 22 2004, 17:46:14 UTC
hey julio, i hope everything is alright. im here if you ever need someone to talk to, miss talking to you.
-alison

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am_i_lucky_enuf March 22 2004, 21:14:56 UTC
dude julio, i have no clue what's goin' on with you...but i want you to know that i'm always here for ya, if u ever need to talk, or just need someone to talk to you...or wanna stare at someone dumb like me or somethin...haha, im always here. dude, i'm SOOO thankful that God put you here, please don't ever wish you weren't.

<3

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anonymous March 23 2004, 20:27:10 UTC
Hey man this songs for you i hope it reflects how you feel. I started singing it today and thought it could be something for your profile:

Verse 1:
I slowly drift away into night I pray
that you'll be gone tomarrow cause with you I can't stay.
I can't be what you want me to be.
It's trouble left in me cause with you I can't see this...

Chorus:
Horror left in life
I slowly pass the time
cause with you left aside
I fiend for you inside
I can't breath you are seen
everywhere I go addiction's out of control

Verse 2:

Life is fiction now addiction hides in lies.
I tell myself alright but I can't sleep with you at night.
You haunt me with you I can't be.
Im just another soul that's lost
bury this cross inside of me

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