listless listless listless listless.
today i started out feeling amazing. now i'm feeling like a fool.
and i'm so. god. damn. antsy.

worst.

channeling jon's attitude and perspective on things for the week.
i think it'll help me out.
next thing you know i'll be buying a bicycle.
haha.

moments of clarity collide with me in moments i least expect them to: sitting on a red leather couch with my best friend, driving parallel to a commuter rail train, meandering around some urban sprawl in the misty fog of morning. what am i waiting for? moreover, why do i continue to wait?

these people in new mexico following a man who calls himself messiah really baffle me. i'm unsure of how i truly feel- in that i don't feel like i have much a right to tell anyone what they should believe or how they should leave. but it's really hard for me to make sense of how they unabashedly believe that this man is someone holier than they are ( Read more... )

the world is rarely ever ending as fast as we think it is!

( !!! )

so intransigent: i appreciate you not scoffing at me about this.
petals like ash: Hunny, don't EVEN. You could tell me you wanted to be an astronaut and I'd start taking pictures of the moon for you.
so intransigent: ...I think that's the nicest thing anyone's ever said to me

[he really is such a sweet dude. i miss him tons]

things I want to do in the next year (with a salary ( Read more... )

I think people who say the phrase "I don't listen to the radio" or any variation of this (usually including "...like, ever") are close-minded elitists who need to get over themselves. Sure, you may not intentionally listen to top 40 radio, but odds are if you live in an area with any kind of consumer culture, chain restaurants and brand name ( Read more... )

when things got weird, i swore it turned into a game. each with our own pieces strategically placed on an unseen checkerboard. if i lay down my queen and walk away, he'll win. i doubt that i'm ready to lose, but i'll work on filling up the empty place again- a new game, new rules and a new perspective. got it.