I have a pretty good feeling I'm pms-y. My stomach is a bottomless pit, my chin looks 13 and everything is irritating me. coooooool ( Read more... )

I officially had a fucking mental breakdown.

A friend of mine from work died this weekend.
I start school in one week and I already want to give up.
And I'm already convinced Alan is going to realize I'm shitty and break up with me. It's been a fucking week and a half.

Why is it so hard for me to just be sure of myself?

I know it's only been a month but I have a really good feeling. This may be it. If it's not IT, it's at least something. I like that it feels normal. And it's felt normal since day one. And I like that he's fucking cool as shit. And that he's smart but not annoyingly smart. And he listens to good music and watches cool movies. And he plays the ( Read more... )

I got home yesterday from a nine day trip to Oregon. It was an awesomeawesome trip ( Read more... )

I'm finally feeling better, thank god. I didn't realize how bad I was until after I started feeling better ( Read more... )

I'm fucking sick. I feel like shit so bad. But it's a weird sick. My head feels like it's floating and I have zero energy. But no snot, minimal coughing, no nausea. I probably have a fever but I don't have a thermometer to check. Dayquil doesn't do anything. Nyquil doesn't even put me to sleep. My whole body feels foggy ( Read more... )

I really need to start writing in here again ( Read more... )

"It can be truthfully said that if I was capable of loving someone in a traditional and socially acceptable manner it would be you Ellen."

At least I have that. :)

I finished a book today. I don't finish books very often. I start them all the time, but I'm bad about finishing them. So I'm proud of myself. And it makes me want to finish all books I have ever started. Except that would probably take a whole lifetime ( Read more... )

Right now I am dog sitting the most precious chocolate lab ever, playing mario kart wii status and drunk off a sixer of red hook ( Read more... )