i hate you for who you make me
and i wont forgive you for this
because im not wishing anymore
for this to come clear to you
your vision is blurred
the blood so red
fuck you and everything you stand for
i hate you for all little things you do
i reach out to feel your skin
so pale and cold
and now your dead to me

uhh god i hate myself for doing this

wow its been a week since warped tour and i still cant believe i met frank from my chemical romance its crazy but the shows rocked and the rain only made it better i think i am going to go play video games for a bit but idk mom wants to go to ithica which is 3 hrs away so we can see a pj cover band and she wants to take brian but idk and she wants ( Read more... )

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hey i did pretty much nothing interesting all day ummmm i babysat and went swimming and then watched a movie till matt called and i talked to him for over a hour about random shit like migit porn and dildos dont even ask sometimes i worry how sane matt is hehe but ya warped tour is in 7 dayz and i is 2 in the mouringing so i should go but i will ( Read more... )

I hope this terrifies you
A moral suicide which burns inside you
Never, will never let you out
Until you realize, knee deep
Or buried alive in lies

Go, go, go believe
Is everything you need
Take everything for granted
Distorting every memory
You take them as your own
You like it when you know
Just what Im thinking

horrable day so unbelieveably horrable im so sick of fighting im not doing this shit anymore

hey well i have been up since 8 this mourning cleaning so i am soooo tierd and i have to leave in like an hour for mary-jo's so i have to go pack will write next week if i can bye

uhh had a boring day i just sat around playing guitar and i talked to sean for a bit i odnt think i have mentioned sean in here yet sean is my hot friend i guess sean is the only person that i have been talking to recently he is the biggest sweetheart and the afternoon he is on a plane back to california but ya its 3:52 in the mourning and i should ( Read more... )

you allways had a way with words in letters back and forth we would send ( Read more... )