NEW YEARS

[blame_the_sex]

this was one of the most
horrible
nights i have ever experienced.

(i really thought you would call,
but you didn't.
not even on christmas.)

i just want to close my eyes and make it all go away....
fucking fall asleep and sleep forever...
maybe tomorrow will be better.

Comments

[die_bythestr1ng]

I really tried to call you on new years, and if you know me, then you know that i'm not full of shit in saying that. I tried to call you last nihgt but my mom walked in on me giving your # to my frined to call you for me b/c I have no long distance on my phone. Believe me. I know thta there's the word lie in that word, but lie is something I could never do to you even if I tried my damnedest

[blame_the_sex]

i believe you but it doesn't make it better.... i love you.