Mwahaha *Fingers grind together*.  I'm actually enjoying this college application/scholarship THING.  At least now that the prospects of "freedom" are relatively close.  I just found out my dad made 80k, and has 4 people in his household, averaging 20,000/person.  Which is not a great amount :)  I was looking at 30,000 with my mother.... so this ( Read more... )

I feel extra lonely.  This always happens when I'm stuck stewing in my room like your everyday misogynist.  Not everyone- or else it'd be easy.  A misogynist with a small sample size.  I was looking around at work today, and I noticed how no one was looking at each other.  It made me feel okay, and at the same time, incredibly alarmed.  I probably ( Read more... )

 So it was quite a nostalgic experience today- Zach From Middle School Gifted and I ventured down to the Salvador Dali Museum.  To be is to sense?  I felt sun burnt, for some reason (perhaps mascara was in my eye) and my face was splattered with pimples- especially a rather scabby one under my nose.  Ah otherwise, conversation was engaging and he ( Read more... )

Tonight I went out with a few of my girlfriends to Orlando for dinner.  It was nice, actually- sort of.  So on the way there, we had a surprisingly provocative conversation about what-ifs with politics.  We delved into religion and abortion without getting too deep, which was somewhat unenjoyable because it wasn't pure, but somehow alright.  Women ( Read more... )

Alright so I'm half naked slumped over my computer.  My pants halfway cover my feet because I haven't fitted them properly.  So I have to run up to school to turn in forms to get signed for the common app.  *Sighs numbly*

Dream (feel free to interpret):

I needed to have this Mesoamerican icon.  I was in some partially modernized Mexican/South ( Read more... )

Euphoria is:

Kindo rolled up in

Conservative-smelling hoodie

Like an egg roll

And enjoying the crippling Florida flies

Our balmy arms and bellies

Swishing and contained

In the motherly, yellow wrap

Perhaps I would be a significantly happier person if I could wake up later and have time to think in the morning.  The last few days have been enjoyable.  Yesterday I met with my friend from middle school, who had moved to California for lunch.  We had an engaging conversation about labels and bias over a game of scrabble.  *Sighs* How I wish I ( Read more... )

To sum it up, today was refreshing.  I was allowed to come into school late because of exam exemptions so I wasn't bitter for once at the morning milieu. I especially enjoyed not passing the globs of purple-haired, Famous-tee adorning underclassman.  Not that I'm superior- really- it just makes me feel lonely.  It's not bad, just the base to a huge ( Read more... )

I would like some emblem that I can wear to work to signify an interest in thought.  That way, I can advert being called "honey" or "sweet heart" by gruff, middle-aged men who feel the need to project their own short sightedness on others,  namely women.  AND I can simultaneously illicit conversation from customers who share my desire for ( Read more... )

My two part tree:

You’d like to think that you grow

(Because you get taller)
Though you insist on raping the sky?
In the way a parent and a children relate.

You pretend to strive for assimilation

But you intrinsically are keen on annihilation.

The apple falls far from the tree and

Topples, brain facing upward: and

Waits with no agenda.