i hate being sick. i hate being at home. i ended up making an enemy out of the person completely opposite that title. I hate school. i don't want to be stuck in California with my family for an entire week while my friends are living up their senior year springbreak elsewhere. I am living out of my savings account and don't get paid until next ( Read more... )

what a great day.

i got fucked up at my house all weekend with lots of people it was fun we had a fire and shit im so glad i didn't have a huge party. andy came and i don't think i can hold it in to watch him leave one more time. thanks to everyone who came and everyone who didn't because i could only have like ten people at once.

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I GOT A $10,000 SCHOLARSHIP TO NAU!!!

not eating fast food has helped me save so much. i have already saved $300 since new years and i still buy all the weed and cigarettes i want. i love money

vowels will no longer be together after the show at the modified with twilight showdown and others on january 29th. thats minus one reason to stay in mesa. i hurt all of the time because myspace makes it available to see her picture all the fucking time and gather conclusions from absolutely nothing that i read in other people's comments. thats ( Read more... )

it hurts so bad every time i wake up until i am not sober anymore. i never want to wake up again i want to be unsober and asleep forever

you know what fuck this i finally rid myself of the torment caused by my "love" of three years and then i go out and do it again, this time with someone illegal in 3 months, and spend my new years sobbing into the shoulder of my closest friends. fuck that. i hope you all had a good new years and a kiss.

Merry Christmas post. Merry Christmas everybody.