ok first of all im feeling left out cuz of something that went down last night and I didnt get to go. And i know i shouldnt feel that way but i do. Second of all, im mad cuz i wouldnt have known what was happening tomorrow untill diane called me and what makes me mad is that rye was suppose to call me and let me know what was going on but doesnt ( Read more... )

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I did it, i did it, i did it. I spent the night at rye's house wednesday night and then him and I went up north all day thursday to see chaz at his camp. And i did it. I went the whole night and day without talking about problems. My goal was met. No talking about problems, just pure fun, laughing, joking around, stupid shit like old times sake. ( Read more... )

Ok so every time, now, that i say just the slightest word rach, rye gets all hostile. I dont know why he's taking it so personally. I mean, im his friend, its not like im trying to steal his girlfriend. I mean even when im not talking to her he thinks i am which really gets me mad. I have to talk to someone, and if he isnt going to listen rach will ( Read more... )

I know i shouldnt take most of these things seriously but every time i go somewhere i always get picked on. Take tonight for instance. First i got picked on for being the first one out by some guy that i dont even know. Then rye makes a comment about me saying its really hot in this computer room that im in right now. He knows i get really offended ( Read more... )

Ok, before i start talking i want to make it clear that im letting this go and im not talking about it. Writing it down is the last thing im going to do. I have recently come to light about things that certian friends have been doing frequently, not all the time, but often enough. And i just have to say that it hurts to know that people say that ( Read more... )

Thanks rach for the advice that you gave me. I think i would have made a mistake tonight if it werent for you. So thank you. I learned today why rye doesnt want to do anything mono y mono anymore. And im surprised that i didt catch this. But he does want to hang out with just me anymore because all we do is talk about problems. And the last time i ( Read more... )

THANK GOD IT'S ALL OVER.

What i have to say must be said the the people i need to say it to. I dont want to do this over the computer, I want to do it face to face. And rye, i dont know if your mad at me or not after talking to rach, but all i know is that you were pissed when you said "get the fuck away from me." And I just wish you would talk to me about why you are mad ( Read more... )

I kind of like this saying "no" thing. But there are some hidden reasons why i say it. :)