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i just wanted some feedback on this topic, which i was
talking to my mom about. so as some of you may or may
not know i am a "good girl". i dont drink, do drugs, have sex,
party, etc. i'm a bum that sits on her ass at home and dances
ALL the time.
what i want to know is, how do you feel about the
whole partying scene? are you a part of it? i mean me,
i cant say my opinions are true since i've never been to a party
or experienced that lifestyle but what i do know is that my opinions
are opinions and i want to hear your's.
my thoughts:
i dont feel any of that makes me a better or worse person,
nor should i have to do those kind've things to get a persons
attention. i know its high school, and we're supposed to live it up, but i dont find that partying & sex is "livivng it up." i'm afraid i'll do something stupid and mess up the rest of my future. is that just me over anylyzing things? or am i more mature than kids my age. cause i can rarely meet someone who hasn't smoked, drank, etc. Am i the only one? i mean im not saying im going to think less of the person for doing those things but i find myself to be stronger that i can with hold from doing all that. but then again, i dont have many actual friends. friends that i hang out with. i think i like to sit around & be a bum. i've just recently started to think about all this. now that i'm going to be a junior, i figure i'm half way done already. 2 more years and i'm done. scary thought, yet so amazing. but thats another story. i'm getting off track. but its 245am and i needed to say this for some reason. i dont know why. but if you want to talk about this topic please do. i want to know what goes on, i guess im afraid to experience things first hand experience because of past things. i could go on and on but i'll be going now. i like to talk as you can see :)
hope you're all doing well ♥