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My wonderful boss decided to take over payroll this week because he's convinced people are cheating the system, that our feeble peon brains found a loophole and getting paid more because of it. My pay stub for claims I'm to be paid for 40 hours plus 11 overtime tomorrow (Friday), which equals $351 after tax. Three hundred and fifty one beautiful, ( Read more... )

sometimes i cant stand my life

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It's difficult to write journal entries, even when things are happening in my everday life, because I feel gloomy and uninspired. I want to keep in touch, and I know that in the future I'll wish I had kept a better record of my life, but the thought of trying to craft writing that is interesting and artistic is tiring ( Read more... )

An artist's irony; I like how when I was still living at home, I could easily make $50-150 a month solely from commissions. Now, in need of money and on my own, I'm lucky if I make $20.

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Depressed tonight. I'm feeling more and more like every instinct of mine has been wrong and I'm just wasting life away. Miserable, making plans for a future that probably will never materialize, covering it up and deluding myself. I don't think I have one true friend to my name at this moment and I'm too 'scared' to talk to anyone because my ( Read more... )

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Oh joy's arise the sun has come again to hold you, sailing out the doordrums of the week. The polyphonic prayer is here, it's all around you.. it's all around you, out here. And if the whole world is crashing down, fall through space out of mind again. Where the emptiness we leave behind on warm air rising, lose all the shadows far away. The ( Read more... )

I know this may come as a shock but the remarkably loud Indian music pouring in through my window is not at all what I'm in the mood for at this time of night.