last night i had this crazyyyy dream ( Read more... )

what is this?... 4th entry of the day....? yeaaaaaahhhhhh ( Read more... )

uh yeah... spoke too soon.

once again.

fuck. this always happens to me.

:-D

i'm leaving soon.

NERVES...

TeeHeeHee.

oh Ria... i'll talk to u later... LOL. i have to tell u. oh boy. haha. i told kathryn last night and she's like "ugh whyyy!?" but then again she's a slut and a bitch so hah. yeahhhhhh. lol.

not quite sure what's going on for today.
but i sure hope it all works out.

but it probably won't.... knowing my luck.

everything i look forward to doesn't happen.

shit.

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NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks
forward. Unique
and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking.
Fine and strong
clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in
personality. Secretive.
Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always
thinking. Less talkative but
amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and
hard-hearted ( Read more... )

yeah... i fucking hate how we fight. i should just stop talking to him. it just makes me sad now ( Read more... )

Why can't I stop thinking about him?
LOVE
Why do I call?
LOVE
Why do I miss him so much?
LOVE
Why can't I get over this?
LOVE
Why do I cry that it's over?
LOVE
Why do I think about where he is/what he's doing?
LOVE
Why do I feel so dead, yet so alive at the same time?
LOVE
Why does my heart continue to beat?
LOVE
Why do I find it hard to breathe at ( Read more... )