Damn... I have GOT to make my days a little more productive. I wish I still liked singing... Maybe I'll just write some music today.

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I can't help but feel stupid again. I think I sat in my shower and cried for about an hour and a half this morning.

*sigh*

..we'll see how things end up....

If it aint one thing man ( Read more... )

love ridden I've looked at you ( Read more... )

Goddammit ( Read more... )

Today I went to the park. I played on the bridge, the slide, and the swings. I liked swinging the best. Then I went down the slide some more. I couldn't climb the slide. I wish I could. But I don't care because I played on the swings and almost went to the moon.

Ouch. I feel like I got beat up. ....oh yeah. Man, I am countin down the days till my last UA. Hopefully it'll be on march 2nd and I. am. stoked ( Read more... )

Ugh. I'm so hungry!!! Dammit, I went with jenny just cuz and she wanted so smoke but we didn't have a lighter so we go to 7-11 so I hand her some money and she comes back with a lighter and a pack of camel wides which I don't even smoke... I think she was high. Now I'm stuck with these funky camels. Oi, I really didn't want those either. Maybe I'll ( Read more... )

perfect little dream the kind that hurts the most ( Read more... )

Watched American Idol this evening.. I saw my friend brandon- he made it. I'm really happy for him. He's like 25 or something and he's done so much, toured with superstars and shit. I think this is finally gonna be his chance to shine. Good for him ( Read more... )