Happy New Year!!! Oh boy, and what a fine start...How about I try to be a better person this time around. Someone that doesn't disgust me for a change...
I think that you're a great person, if I didn't think that I honestly would not be with you. I just don't understand why *we* can't get along better sometimes. At times I think you've just had a really sad life and used many negative things to escape in the past. Now you are in a situation where those things aren't a part of you anymore and you're trying to find a way to deal without them. I just wish I could be the person to tell you "it's ok to be happy" and have you know it. I was never happy until I decided that being miserable wasn't really getting me anywhere. Like I have said in the past, if I were to focus on the things I didn't feel like you were fulfilling for me in our relationship, I could be very miserable. But I do believe you take a pretty good shot at compromise and that is enough for me to love you.
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