just broke up with Dean a few hours ago. Yipee for me. Now I'm miserable and can't sleep. SO BLAH! I hate cheese. But most of all I hate stupid german jews that say stuff in german that's really senitmental and...stupid. It makes Karen cry. Stupid german jew. Kill him. Nah. Torture then walk away. NO! He'd just enjoy that. Gr. Stupid german jew. ( Read more... )

I'm over here at Erin's grandmother's house and I'm happy. We tried calling Dean so I could take a break from him as Holly said I shouldn't need to rely on him. As much. But he didn't PICK UP THE DAMN PHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONE ( Read more... )

Oh, and on thursday or friday or something I started bleeding in social studies and I started to drink my own blood. Everyone in the class was like, "EWWWWW!" I asked what and they pointed out I was sucking my arm for blood. I shrugged and nonchalantly replied that I had drunk my own boyfriend's blood. More eww's. It was hilarious. I love freaking ( Read more... )

Thanks all you guys for the support and all. It means a lot and...all that good shit. I'm not good with saying stuff...like that. lol, but you guys know what I mean ( Read more... )

I'm feeling a terrible pang for Dean. *sniffles* I've just spent the last 45 minutes crying in front of Cold Mountain. One of those depression lapses...*sigh* I don't even have enough energy to curse my parents and my eyes burn from tears that have fallen and tears that have yet to fall. I write in my letters to him that I love him but I knew in my ( Read more... )

I forgot a wish ( Read more... )

1. Dean Upmost and at the top tee-hee!
2. To get my privileges back
3. My STUPID and UNAWARE parents
4. To be able to emancipate my parents soon
5. To be adopted by the Foskey's after
6. To get good grades
7. To become a writer
8. My GREENDAY CD!!!!!
9. See my buddies over the x-mas break
10. I don't know.

at my g-ma's today for christmas eve and it's pretty okay. Get presents and good food. My only wish is that I would be able to see Dean. If you will, bring him here but I know I can't

I want another trench cooooaaaaat......So badly! I'm in withdrawal. I mean I get to wear Dean's occasionally but it's not the same. Besides, his is sooo hugely huge on me that it drags a foot behind me almost. Quite comical for others to see I guess but not for me. I need a medium corset trench from Hot Topic or else I'm going to go crazy. Or I ( Read more... )

Pot is a wonderful drug ( Read more... )