im writing this journal entry because i dont want to tell you up front because i am afraid of what you are going to say. it is really hard for me to do this, its not easy. im just going to be telling you what i feel ( Read more... )

i had the best time last night
basically
devon's house<3
madden
gay porn
so many guys, but all my good friends
3 girls including myself
but such good friends
laxitives
ddr
finding out nick was asian
even if he is from norway<3

cathys house
so much food
so much prince
love life basically in the friend part.
<333333333333

girls, do not fall in love.
cause boys will tear your heart out, even if they still supposively love you.

HAHH ALL FAKERS.

im single.
i love it
i show it
come get me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEEE

im 17 years old.
i feel younger though.

i get my license in an hour
HOW FUCKING EXCITING IS THAT!!?!!?

I love friends, and how they actually remember my birthday.

<3333333

cause it is.

i feel emotionless.
unidentified.
fucking painless, but yet my feelings are really hurt.

i hope everyone is okay.

im starting to feel the word love.

i think.

SO UPDATE+

i sprained my ankle real bad, im going to the hospital tomorrow morning
i hate it here, so much. whatever, uh no school for me for a while cause i REFUSE to use crutches

heheheh<333

how weird? it doesnt feel any different. i met more people than i thought that brings me to a happy level. get on my fucking level. kevin said that how you spent your new years eve is how your year is going to be. well i wouldn't mind being with family and friends drinking some beers. but not all the time. i guess i'll be partying? who knows, maybe ( Read more... )

im real confused.

help me?

ps. i keep getting sick, i havent been in town in weeks. it is always shitty on a friday. i need to start work ASAP, i need money, i need to buy everyone a christmas present, damn. life is so eassyyyyyy. bahahaha

all hail nikki (8:38:04 PM): alls im doing is writing in my lj ( Read more... )

i beginning to realize i do have a good life basically. and i realize i use the word "basically" too much. slap me if i say it again. today i chilled when i got home from school ( Read more... )