I feel like I have lost complete grips with human decency ( Read more... )

I feel incomplete.
Maybe I just haven't slept.
Ugh.

I'm glad that I do have the courage to take charge when I need to.
I'm independent.
It feels great.

Someone asked me if my music was good.
After a brief moment of hesitation, I said yes.

I'm glad I said yes.
So glad.
Still, I got a long way to go.
Haha. Cheesy.

Stumbling through the motions of skills I have mastered over these last few years ( Read more... )

Life is ever changing ( Read more... )

Trying to find a Gavin.

The only way I spend my time.

Alone.

I don't live with the folks.

My music and voice are getting stronger.

I am having fun in life.

Discomfort.

I hate my head.

I'm so sad.
so so sad.

Ryan Avery, I love you.
I'll never forget that huge mohawk (you had it when we first met).
Peace. Love. Luck.

I hate saying goodbye to friends.

Kristin Evans?!
Ugh.

This is too much.

"You're really lovely underneath it all."

It's my sixth year anniversary.
ND and me.
Mesa Amphitheater.
Return of Saturn the album.

I'll never forget it.
EVER.

"Get your hands up in the air!!!!"
"Can you tell I'm faking it? but I want to be myself"
"You guys voted to hear this song...(singing)I'm hanging out with me..."
"Fuck you Mr!"

I was 17.
Sophia was there.