Let me just start off by saying that yesterday was an amazing day. Ronnie and I had a great time with Aunt Joann and just being together... at least it was great for me. At one point he reached over for my hand. I can't tell you how good that made me feel. Those little things mean so much to me. Of course tonight I might've potentially ruined ( Read more... )

I've been so confused lately... but then again, what else is new? I'll eventually figure it all out. I can hardly wait to see what Valentine's Day holds for me, I only hope it isn't a big old heart full of disappointment. So I'm a little bitter and sarcastic, can you really blame me at this point ( Read more... )

Overall, break was great. I got to spend a lot of time with Ronnie, and I got the affirmations that I so desperately needed. I got to spend Christmas Eve with him and his family, which was really special. Before heading over to his brother's house, we gave Aunt Joann her presents from us. We both had presents for each other too, even though he' ( Read more... )

I ain't goin nowhere, but you already know me... Hate it or love it, the underdog's on top, and I'm gonna shine until my heart stops, go ahead, envy me.So yeah, Christmas is two days away... I wrapped my first presents today... they're not even presents from me because I didn't buy people stuff this year. I haven't decorated, and I don't plan on ( Read more... )

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So yeah, I did one of those random things that I saw in Eric's away message, and here's how my letter to Santa went... it's actually pretty funny ( Read more... )

There's only one me and you, and how we used to shine. No matter what you go through, we are one that's a fact that you can't deny. So yeah, where to start? I know I've been horrible about updating this thing lately, but I haven't had much to say. This break has been all right... Ronnie and I have spent a lot of time together, which has been ( Read more... )

Fuck, I hate everything right now. Thank God I have amazing friends... otherwise, I'd probably hurt myself. Right now, you guys are about the only thing that keeps me going. That's all I wanted to say... ADIOS ( Read more... )

~Slide over here and talk to the boy. What are you drinkin? I'ma buy the bar. I was just thinkin of seein you tomorrow, wakin up with no panties, no bra. I ain't bein nasty, I'm just bein for real. Let me take off my belt and give you the whip appeal. Yeah, you hear bout what I do in the streets, but you gone love what I do in the sheets~ ( Read more... )