yeah...i totally realized how stupid these online journal things are. i mean seriously i post my feelings and i kno ppl dont even understand them. its just a thing for ppl to read when they are bored. and its like they dont read it cuz they care. naw. if they honestly cared how things are with me they'de ask me when they see me frown and cry. some ( Read more... )

im totally in the mood to party!

wow. today i went to my cuzins colorguard compatition. and while watching all the flag twirlers and band members and everyone for like 10 different schools i couldnt help but think of just what would my life would be like if i went to a different school ( Read more... )

o god. well this was easily the worst weekend ever ( Read more... )

well things arnt goin bad ( Read more... )

god today was just incrediably awful ( Read more... )

***Here in this diary I write you visions of my summer ( Read more... )

this is me bored...on a thursday night at 2 30 in the mornin

ok yeah...didnt happen...and brad pitt...EW..on a horse...that could be interesting

ok consitering hes gay...thats really sayin sumtin. and the 1 where i put melissa i got sponge-bob except the picture was too big...spongbob?

ok everything in that is like..wrong..but its ( Read more... )

so yea today i was playing bass and i just...i dont kno...i just got this feeling like..y? so most of the day i was contiplating quitting playing bass. and im actually still thinkin about it...idk..it seems...pointless. but then again most things do lately. but i just dont kno. im not good and ive been playin for like what 2 and a half years...ppl ( Read more... )

read these lyrics carefully...they perfectly describe how i feel like EXACTLY (about a certain sum1 ( Read more... )