AMANDA CHRISTINE WILT

DOUG DOUG DOUG DOUG DOUG DOUG DOUG

yehh that was just for you doug. cuz i say your name 80 times in my entries... haha

on a more serious note:

mr. reed died recently :( prayers go out to sean kelly traci heather and mrs. reed.

such a cute song<3
kelly clarkson // breakaway

tj apologized to me? woo. ha

yeh im bored.

robbie? hmm..

yeh so last night..hmm. picked amanda up at work. SHE GOT HER NEW CELL WOO. lol um yeh then we drove to the mall and met with dan joe tj(blech) adrienne and her friend. we chilled there for like..10-15 minutes then we all piled into joes little car and drove adrienne and her friend to one of their houses in DELEWARE! woo i didnt realize how close ( Read more... )

yeah so today was fun. feelin better. went to school this morning and met up with amanda. we went to her 1st block class to drop off her stuff then went downstairs to meet jessi. we stood outside mellors room and talked lol. we were standing there and doug walked by. we were too shy to say anything though haha. yeh um. then the bell rang and we ( Read more... )

yeh so im sick...didnt go to school. not much to say...lol OMG AHHHHHHH i totally just smacked myself in the face with my binder.. im so dumb. meetin doug tomarrow. should be fun. dude amanda hes really freakin me out! ahhhh

yehh school today. fun stuff lol 3 hour homeroom. that was so boring. amanda stopped by for a while and we talked. we were out in the hall and doug walked by. wow hes really hot. haha. anyway. mr hoffman yelled at me for being in the hall so we came inside. we talked about how im pissed at walker and dont ever wanna talk to him again. i cant ( Read more... )

i miss collin so much. like, i just cant stop thinking about him. when i think about him i get short of breath and i feel so hopeless. we meet all these other guys and i like them. but my feelings for them could NEVER compare to the feelings i have for collin. its been 2 years since ive seen him and its brutal. it rips me apart inside and all i can ( Read more... )

theres still hope
amanda your the BEST

im feeling short of breath
i just want to cry. i cant take this anymore
i am in desperate need of someone to care about me
i feel so alone and like theres no one out there
i dont know how much longer i can take this

i cant breathe..

its killing me.