went to the movies w/ Jen, Charlotte, Caroline, Kim, Alex, and me. that was fun. we saw skeleton key. AWESOME movie. you have to see it. u'd never guess the ending though. wow. anyway, I'm tired. so I'll shut up now. lol. ttyl
~Caroline

ok. I'm moving this here from a board I post on... cuz I'm lazy and don't wanna type more. get over it ( Read more... )

just got home from the lock in. didnt sleep. at all. tired as shit, couldn't sleep if I wanted to.. took 25 mgs of Valium last night.....feel like shit this morning...as any of you who have ever done drugs would understand. if u havent, then u have no idea. I couldnt possibly explain it. everything hurts...I'm nauseus (no idea how the hell to spell ( Read more... )

Cut. a lot. I'm fucked. if they find out I'm screwed. being impatient is the last thing i need right now. I'm already stuck outpatient till Monday..when I have yet another family session. the one today sucked. bad. i sat there the whole time saying my abc's in my head. forward, backward, and in spanish. so I wouldnt start crying and mess up my ( Read more... )

Just got out of Rockford. went in Sunday, got out Thursday. biggest waste of time ever. for "cutting, depression, and suicidal ideation". well we already knew that.... but It's my fucking body. not theirs. where do they get off trying to "fix" me. I'm NOT FUCKING BROKEN ( Read more... )

Sry I havent updated in a while....nothing much has been going on. Florida was fun.....although i think hot as hell would be an understatement. hmm...well, on Wednesday, we didnt end up going to the space center...cuz it was like 50 bucks a person, and we had just left ron jons surf shop....so we were all pretty much broke...oops. we went to Cocoa ( Read more... )

Not a very interesting day, but I did get a good laugh at the drug store. 2 guys, probably 16/17ish....real slim shady wannabes. one of them's standing in there looking at condoms. another ones about...3 aisles away looking at something else. dunno what. all of a sudden, the first guy, REALLY loud, I heard him on the other side of happy harry's ( Read more... )

Hmm. not a whole lot interesting happened today. got my hair cut.....not really short, but shorter than it's been in a while ( Read more... )

Well, I guess I had an ok day...but it started off pretty shitty ( Read more... )