Today was:

• Job interveiws, bam! Ended up talking Rocky Horror with the manager of spencers, mwhaha.
• Me and my mom getting into a fight. Resulting in guilt trip and apoligies.
• Rae and Joe comming over..  Rae cleaning my kitchen, My mom exposing herself.. and junk.
• GineBot2004
• GineBox "fun for the whole family"

I love it all These games we play I close my eyes You run away I'm sure I asked you to stay But now you're gone And so I feel the grey Pulse in my head I turn off the lights and crawl into bed I try to think of sunshine But my body goes wet With the first crash of thunder... I don't think I can love
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it started with a dedication
"lost in admiration - happy birthday - i'm forever yours - blossom"
faded red inside a tiny book of butterflies
i smiled surprised at how when flickered through
the wings flew by spelled out my name...

six months went by the summer lost
obsessively the letters dropped into my life
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every time i try to tell you how i feel inside
i always make the same mistakes
tie myself in knots
sometimes even make you cry
when all i ever want to say
is nobody else in the whole wide world
makes me feel this way
nobody else in the whole wide world
takes my breath away

makes me feel so strange inside
dazed confused and starry-eyed
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See you all in three weeks!

I'm leaving for Germany in the a.m!!!

When we look back at it all
As I know we will
You and me wide eyed
I wonder will we really remember
How it feels to be this alive
And I know we have to go
I realize
We only get to stay so long
Always have to go back to real lives
Where we belong
Where we belong
Where we belong
And we think back to all this
And I'm sure we will
Me and you
Here and now
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