i have to say, everything i ate, it does not satisfy me. its almost like im craving the lemonade drink. i keep expecting to enjoy the rice, even oatmeal that i just made, the eggs, all of it, but its like that kind of food is all bland to me. i tried some saltines and they suck. even banannas.. im craving juice, smoothies. i made soup and i ( Read more... )

i am the worst person getting off a cleanse ( Read more... )

im moving to brasil. who's joining?

seriously. ill get a bigger butt!

i meant what i "love" because now I just love myself even more.
I guess i did become a narcisstic bitch after all, a narcisstic happy bitch! cause unhappy bitches are just plain mean.
so now for my next fast, water fast or should i do the full moon indian fast where they eat rice till the next annual moon?

hahahaha im totally joking.

alright i stopped, and ill tell you why ( Read more... )

last night was hard. i didnt sleep from about two to five. i could barely walk and i had to pee. my heart beat was at a rate of 120 and i had a lot of hypertension. i decided to spend the time meditating as best as i could ( Read more... )

i got an interview at the last minute and bam ( Read more... )

im becoming clearer with everyday. my tongue is actually not that coated and i haven't had any bowel movements, so maybe im not as toxic as i thought ( Read more... )

I realize how many times I say "today." I was about to edit it, and decided, nah.. things should not be edited.
Maybe I mentioned 'today' so many times because, 'today' is a day I notice; noticing.

Some major knots released last night in my neck.. and maybe that's why I slept like a baby ( Read more... )